WHO INSPIRED ME ! :P

I inspire myself actually, I dont know if you would call that concided but I am not trying to be. I like being myself and being different I dont want to be like anyone else, if I did have to pick someone it would be my sister because we are alot of like already. As for right now though I do inspire myself, I dont want to be anywhere near like anyone else and I dont want anyone to try to be me. I like it when people have their own personalities and way of acting. People who follow other people are not real people, I know every person has a true side to themselves when they arent around someone they are just afraid to show it BUT ! I am not.

Birthday !

On saturday I will be 16 years old. Incase you were wondering what the date is on saturday, it is October 22 ! I am really excited because I am having a party and I am hopeing that it will be fun. Even though alot of people have my birthday this year I feel that it is still special. On friday I am bringing balloons to carry around and I have been waiting all year to do that ! Im super excited to see my friends that I havent seen in a while too. About 20 people are coming to my party but I have to wait for them to RSVP! My party is going to be themed , Hello Kitty and Zebra ! Im trying to see if my friend will DJ the party cause he has this amazing sound system but im not sure if my mom wants to deal with that and we still have to wait and see how the backyard will be because if it rains my party will have to be in the front yard. What I am mostly excited for is when the song Wobble comes on everyone is going to break out and do it. I have no idea how long I have been planning to do that. But wether alot of people come or not im still going to make it fun and everyone will be please im hopeing!

Photoshop Editing In Commercials !

I personally dont agree with people being photoshoped to look better. You should be liked they way you are. If you dont like the way the person looks then maybe you should find someone more suitable for the commercial. People will find that offensive if you have to edit the way they look. No one is perfect and even though it does make someone want to buy what ever your selling, they wont turn out the same way and they will be disappointed and wont use the product anymore. I would be offended alot if someone photoshoped me. Im glad I look the way I do, and why do that to someone ?

Headaches

I have one of the worst headaches ever, so I guess you could call it a migrane. Im in 4th period now and ive had this headache since late last night. It went away for awhile but then it came back. It irratates me when I have headaches at school because I cant focus on my work. Hopefully it will be gone by the time I eat lunch. Im looking forward to this weekend though so there is a bright side to all this im going threw today! In second period I had to take a test with this stupid headache and I didnt really know any of them because it hurts my head to think. That reminds me of my ex boyfriend, when I asked him a question that he didnt know the answer to he would sit there and think about it for a long time then he would say my head hurts from thinking to much. He wasnt that bright anyways so I wasnt surprised but its okay. Anyways, im really hopeing that when I get home I can find some advil or something because thats what helps my headaches plus Advil is the only pills I dont have trouble with swallowing and they are candy coatted( I think I spelt that wrong) I think my mom has them locked in her bed room so now I decided im going to my friend Joes house to see if he can give me some because he gave me some a while ago. I just gotta pray that it goes away, Im sure that it will though, sooner or later. Hopefully sooner.

Debo's !

Yesterday, I saw my sister wearing her Debo's ( House Shoes) and I forgot that I wanted a pair, then I remembered that I had money. So I asked her to take me to Wal-Mart so she could buy me some. It took me like a hour to just be able to leave the house because my mom was being rude and wouldnt move her car so we could leave. Once we got there, I was running to go get them, and they are extremely comfortable. They are now my babies and no one is ever going to be able to touch them! Mine are black, but they come in tan and brown too. Im sure there are other colors but they didnt have any at Wal-Mart but its cool black goes with everything . I Love My Debo's !






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Contacts

 So saturday night I sold my iPhone for $100 dollars. Then the next day I went to target with my friend and I asked them to take me to this store that sells colored eye contacts for $20 dollars. So they took me and I bought Ocean Blue colored contacts and they show up really good on my eyes. Hazel is a pretty color too but I sometimes just want a little change. I used to have purple over the summer but I gave them to my ex boyfriend and he wears them all the time now. Blue is my favorite color so thats one reason why I picked blue. They had all kinds of colors but I didnt want to buy a color that didnt show up on my eyes, and since this is a dark blue then I knew it would show up on my eyes really well. Ive been getting alot of compliments so far, but sometimes it gets annoying having to explain that they arent real, but its okay. I wish this was the way my real eyes were, my eyes look so cool. Im thinking about buying another pair but a different color, im not sure yet cause I kind of want to save my money but we will see what I decide.





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Fight !

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Yesterday I got in trouble because a girl was saying bad things about me and I confronted her at lunch on tuesday and then she kept talking about me and my friend after I asked her not to. So I told her if she really wants to fight and settle it then okay. Then yesterday someone was making up things about what I said , im guessing it was one of her friends because they only lied about what I said so I would get into more trouble than her. The principal called me down and told me that if she keeps saying bad things then I need to tell her and im guessing if I try to fight her at school then im going to be in longterm because my house principal told me she is gonna get involved and ive been acused of bullying before last year but I honestly didnt do anything wrong. You can call me a bad person if you want to but I just wanted to know why she was saying bad things about me especially since she hardly knows me at all. I let it got though, im not gonna drop down to her level.

FOOD !

http://www.foodchannel.com/articles/article/subway-rolls-out-fortified-bread/

Im really hungry and looking forward to lunch, the only bad thing is that I have B lunch so that means I have to wait 27 minutes after the bell rings to eat. I get out of 4th period at 11:16 and its 11:08 ... The wait seems so long and my stomach is really growling. Im surprised the person next to me hasnt said anything. I think I am going to have a Subway sandwhich because its been awhile since ive had one. I have been eating salad for the past week, and after homecoming I dont think I need to eat a Salad today. It feels like I lose 20 pounds! Thats not really how much I lost but if I did lose anything it is probably about 5 pounds maybe less. I just cant wait to take a huge bite out of a sandwhich, they are so delicious. Everyone says school lunches are gross but everyone here at my school love them because we have Subways sandwhiches, we might not have all the varities of the actual Subway but we still have their sandwhiches. We have meatball, turkey, ham, chicken, and philly cheese steak. I CANT WAIT TO EAT !

The Best Gift Ever

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The best gift I have probably ever had was 200$ and I cant honestly remeber if it was birthday money or christmas money. I dont think I have ever gotten that much money for any occasion. I spent all of my money in a day, I had about 25 dollars left and I think I got my nails done with that. I went to the mall with my boyfriend, who is now my ex boyfriend, and we went to about 3 or 4 different stores, and it actually was fun for us. I bought him some stuff too I couldnt just make him go shopping with me and not get him anything you know ? But I got alot of shirts and some ipod speaker and some jewlrey and I cant remember what else I bought but I know I bought more. Im hopeing I get that much money again for christmas or birthday which ever it was.

Parttyyy !(:

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So this weekend I am going to hangout with my sister and we are going to a party at her friend Theos house. I am trying to convice her to let me bring my friend, but she says she doesnt feel like dealing with him because she dont really like him that much. Im excited to go though, I havent got to go out and do things for a while so its gonna be fun. Im not sure if we are staying the night there or not because it is kind of a long drive but it doesnt really matter to me. Im going to have a GREATT time!

New Phone !

http://www.trendsleaks.com/science-technology/gadgets/477-android-smartphone-lg-optimus.fml

Tuesday night I got a new phone. It was amazing to me because we have been talking about getting me a new phone since May. I needed a phone because my phone got broken by someone so I had to use my friend Ryans phone for a while. When my mom got home she didnt even tell me she had it, she had it sitting in her bathroom charging it and she didnt wanna give it to me. She's weird, I have no idea why she would do that .

Hanging Out With Friends

So today I plan to hangout with 2 of my good friends, John and Valerie. Im not sure what we are going to be doing but im sure we will figure something out and it will be fun. Ive never actually chilled with John before, I mean I have but only because he was my Ex boyfriends friend, so I never chilled with John without my ex. I guess I feel kinda bad because ive been making friends with all my exs friends so that sucks for him! Im not sure if that makes me a bad person or not but it dont matter. Im hopeing we wont have to all walk home in the heat, because when its hot outside I get very grumpy. Probably because it makes me feel cluttered and I cant breathe. I might get a ride with my cousin and just tell John to meet me and Valerie at my house that way it would be alot easier. So thats my Tuesday plans!

3 Day Vacation

So I am in San Antonio visting family because my moms grandma died. After we went to go see her parents today for a couple hours, we came home and ate. Later on I went swimming then I came back and my mom tells me that I10 is closed and that is the road we have to take in order to get back home, so we have no idea what we are going to do or when we are going to get home. I guess we have to wait for the news tomorrow to see if it opens back up , I am hopeing it does because I actually want to go to school tomorrow.
Stupid WildFires ...

Letter To Someone Special

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Everyday I look forward to a letter from a special person that I will not be able to see for a very long time. Well actually I cant see him til February 19th. That is exactly 193 days from now. Thats kinda sad that I know the amount of days. Lol. Well im not gonna say any names about who he is, the reason why i cannot see him is because he is locked up. I miss him terribly and I have been writing him since April 15th, I am really trying to be here for him because no one else will... I know his family is there for him, but his friends that he thought were there for him, actually arent. To him I am the only real friend he has, and I promise him that I will always be here no matter what. He could possibly get out sometime in December but more than likely it is going to be February...

"Friday"

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So the song Friday by Rebecca Black is one of the worst songs I have ever heard. The lyrics are stupid, plus in the music video it hardly goes with one of the words with the song. "pick the front seat or in the back seat" in the video there is 2 people in the front so obviously she can only pick the backseat but its whatever. Honestly it isnt her fault about the song not being good, it is the song writer, so now everyone hates her. I dont dislike her, I just can not stand the song, it is irratating and just not fun to listen to at all. I believe that she will hopefully have a better song in the future so that people will like her and not be so mean.

Shopping !

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Today I am going shopping today with my dad. Im not sure how that is going to work out because we arent very close. Its gonna be probably very awkward and weird. He doesnt really know much about girls well at least me he doesnt know much about. Im hopeing it turns out alright though because I would like to have a closer relationship with my dad because he wasnt really there for me. It could be less stress for my mom about money and everything else so I hope it all goes well !

Friends

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I have the most amazing friends in the world. No matter what they are always here to help me. So I want to say thank you to all my friends Ryan, Valerie, and Shinice. I went through some tough times in life and I really needed them and because of them I am now alot happier and I found better things in life.

L.O.V.E

Love for me is confusing, somtimes I feel like I am in love but then I dont. Everyone tells me dont fall too deap because they could be using you, well I am stuck between 2 people and I have no idea what I am going to do. Being a teenager sucks!


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Sperrys

These shoes are super comfy and cute! I want them! They are 80 dollars, which I do not have. http://www.zappos.com/product/7609984/color/224976